LOVE;THROUGH THE EYES OF POULIN;MY GIRLFRIEND

Love is a feeling that has been there, it is there n it will always be there among all humans .People have done extraordinary things because of true love

 but love works if both people feel the same thing 4 each other. A one way love never works that's y some people get hurt n tend 2 believe that true love doesn't exist.

It does, its only that the love they had 4 there partner was not reciprocated. Reciprocated one never ends. Even if they get separated by a misfortune the love will always b there although it hid itself in there heart bt wen they meet again the love will evolve again n take ova there heart.

So one should not lose hope in finding his/her true love coz Wat i believe is that everyone has his/her true love even tho it may take long 2 find him/her,he/she is somewhere out there.

THERE IS NO SUCH A GOOD FEELING THAT ONE CAN WISH FOR LIKE FALLING IN LOVE. I GOT NO WORDS TO EXPLAIN WHAT LOVE IS..NO WORDS CAN
Pouline M

A LETTER TO THE FUTURE ME (A NOTE I WROTE ON FACEBOOK)

I was going over my facebook notes and i came across this which i thought it would be really nice if i share it with you.

A LETTER TO THE FUTURE ME

 Cash Era on Wednesday, 18 May 2011 at 20:43 ·

U jst turned 40! Dude,that's a wide gap..a twenty plus difference! Cnt help wonderin' how uv been-or rather how i av been!....u wanted change remember xo i do hope u r different..i dnt want u to b me. I want to bcam u bt only if u r different than i am now. Look back on my writing n turn away from the 19yr old u. Run frm me. Bcam u.

Away frm the advice(remember how u usd 2 call it shit)dd u make it? Dd the whole Africa cam to know about -Cash Era-? u stil rockin' the mic? u stil bagging those awards? Chaguo? kisima? N ur dream award,the MAMAz? N how is the music Label doing..the SautiYaPesaEntertainment? Is it the dopest in the region? Who r the coolest artists signed under it? Damn! Cnt wait 4 ol these 20yrs..plz ryt bak mara now now. I need to know evrything.

U married? To Precious? Got kids? Remember how ur fb updates were ol bout her! Pollin! U were xo xo crazy bout her!..that reminds me,u stil in facebuk? Changed the username? Ebu ongea ju waaah,siwezi ngojea.

Got the full swag now? got all the Cash..those cars..fly chicks...i dnt care if u got a formal job or not..it has always been 4 the money remember. The lukin lyk money-talkin lyk money-walkin n smellin lyk money thing!

I cnt ask evrythin bt in ua reply pliz do tell me as much stuffs as possible..am eagerly waitin 4 it!!! Wait..one more question-how dd it go btw u n Manji? Pliz do ryt bak.

I do wish u n Precious...<dnt 4get tis pat of d old u>
am out

You, Teddy Díçè Maina, Viqtar Tisco, Emmah Mwongeli and 6 others like this

Viqtar Tisco hey dude dats do'ope lyrics u got dea-..cnt wait kuiskia on AIR-PLAY,.u kno hw we do it, tekn it ON 2 DA NXT 1..kudoos brow.! 

Simon Muramba U g@ cool stuff goin on in yua future...dope

13 June 2011 at 13:34 

Emmah Mwongeli Woow,im lavn ur brains.don knw which wad to use cz sayin its gud is an understatement.gud job nwei,kip up.

13 June 2011 at 22:22

 

 

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ALMOST TWENTY

May is finally here. 17th will come and i will be turning twenty. Am getting old and am kind of scared. May be i will get tired. Tired of waiting for my dream to come true. I was hoping by the time i would be twenty i would have made it.doing shows all over Kenya,my music settling the bills...you know. But am still here,not at zero, but neither not too far away from.


But then i want this so badly. I just can't give up after all the effort. I can't put all i have achieved to waste. What of those who love my music,my dreams..who would love to see Cash living the dream. It's not just about me anymore.

"So please be patient......",I tell maself....."Remember you want to be paid in Dollar$"

DEAR DIARY

I  was wondering now that the Natamani video is out what's next.....what do i do after here. I just wish you could be giving me answers...

Dreams Do Come True So Dream Big Good Dreams

Martin Luther King Jr had a dream. I have dreams. I know of many people who once were dreamers like me and they worked hard to see their dreams come true. One thing they all had in common is that they didn't just sleep on their dreams. They kept on pressing,fighting and praying on (oh yeah i got that from Holy Dave "i press on,i fight on,i pray on"..am his big fan BTW) until they saw their sunny day. They didn't give up.
So whatever you want to be,i want to be a musician,may be you want to be a doctor,a lawyer,an actor,a teacher..whatever,you have the power to make it come true. The big secret is in our dreams,its what we dream. So lets all dream BIG DREAMS...AND GOOD ONES TOO.

Someone Like Cash

sometimes i wish i was in a group...u know the whole cost sharing thing,sharing of ideas and so many things. aint a bad thing being in a group but then i don't seem to find a person whom we can be so compatible together. A someone like me,with big dreams like mine. With a degree of madness like i have. Someone who can sing,rap..do any style...fall in love with Cashflu...somkeone who wants to make it big not just in the mombasa industry,or Kenya but the Whole of East Africa....SO untill tis someone,prefferably a lady appears imma be S.O.L.O. YFCJ6UXNM23C

Patience Pays,I Wanna Be Paid In Dollars

I wake up every morning wishing on something to happen that will change the course of my musical journey forever,like being spotted by a promoter,or just being helped to get my music to a higher level. Dreams of being signed by major recording labels like Ogopa,Jomino,Chilli Inc.... They say patince pays,and i want to be paid in dollars,so like a patient imma wait patinhtly,untill that sunny day wen my game will be upped to a level where no Mombasa artist has dared to be...imma put pressing on...continue to do ma thing....writting these sicker verses coz i know its wat i got which will get me there.

Cash Era Going Gospel?????

i admit watching Groove Tour Thika Edition on KTN LIVE jana for a moment made me think of going gospel. I thot of getting a bible,pick a very common verse in the xtian faith and come up with a gospel song. For a minute i thought it was a brilliant idea considering there is no 'gospel competition' in Mombasa compared to Nairobi. Then i asked maself...i wont be doing it for GOD! I will find maself in a situation where i cant do this,i can do that...yaeh i know there is the 'gospel swag' but seriously ill b cheating maself. i believe there is God but i dont think i am a xtian. So imma sing wat i sing,bout love,wat i feel and anything. Imma follow my heart in this. Me and CashFlu for better for worse.

DREAMS,PEN NA PAPER

i got convinced dreams do come true. it ain't just a matter of dreaming but the urge and will and what we are ready to sacrifice in achieving those dreams. Juacali hakuanza jana..Juliani didn't hit wit his first song. It both them a lot of patience and perseverance to reach where they nare today. So i won't give up my dream,imma keep going. Imma keep pressing on. Sitachoka kuingia stidio and recording wat i believe one day will take the kenyan music scene by storm. So with this pen and paper plus my big dreams i say Cashflu is here to stay. 

Leaving The Dream

Five years ago it was only just a dream, but now that dream is coming into reality. Watching my video on Youtube,watching myself on t.v,naingia kwa mat ni song yangu ndo inacheza,nikiwa kwa street guys are like "you look familiar" and am like "no we haven't met,think you saw me on t.v"...am not there yet but i got the feeling that from here it wil not be a long wait. With all the support from my family and friends i know imma make it big in the Kenyan music scene......
#DREAMS