THanks FoR tHe BirthDay Wishes

i just want to thank everyone especially my facebook friends for the happy birthday wishes.  i do apreciate. thanx so much. big thanx to my mum and dad for bringing me to this world,i love you guys so so much.big thanx to the Almighty for seeing me through this twenty years and the many more years to come. and not forgetting my gal Poulin,thanx for the promise ring,mad love for you always. thanx everyone.

LOVE HATE

Dear love

you are still the same yet so different from the girl i fell in love with three years ago. Makes me wonder what happened in between. You make me feel like am no longer exciting & interesting.. You seem to appreciate the time you spend with your girlfriends mo than u do with me. You no longer send those random sweet texts in the middle of nowhere which used to gimme reasons to wear smiles all day...like i can't forget this text..i had just seen you off n then the next minute u text me "i 4got 2 tell u,i love u"..talk of proper wording and timing.

We used to spend hours on the phone..talking n textin. But lately after only some few minutes you say you have to go..that you are busy. And why do i always have to be the first one to text? It makes me feel like may be you are busy and am kind of disrupting you. And then u take too long to reply.
I know you and i trust you love me truly..i want you to know that i have never doubted your love for even a second. You do so much for me and i cant complain but i think there a lots of simple little things that you are leaving out.

xo baibe..i want my girl back,the one i fell in love with coz i know she is hidden somewhere in you.

DON'T BE SO QUICK TO JUDGE..SPARE A MINUTE TO GET TO KNOW ME

"xaxa sweetie..niko kejani xolo nimeboeka..siukam?"

"niko kwa periods" WTF!!!!  She cant think of movies..video games..chatting..bt PERIODS!!!! )

that's an example of my very own true story...bt guys always take my honesty for creativity. Facebook asks whats on my mind...in a very cold weather...i update "SEX"...guys take that for immaturity.

i always find myself trying hard to become me..staying true to my words..being faithful to my girl..speak out my heart..
and its all because of their..(Wat do i call them)..silly expectations of me...

they never care to think that i am different..that i never want to be somebody else bt rather me. to them i strike out as a crazy teenager chasing crazy dreams..Wat they fail to understand is that whateva seems crazy to them is very normal in my world.

funny i have lost sight of where i am going wit this..think all i wanted to say was "i am cash era..i love to be me..i am unique..and their can never be another me..i love my girlfriend too'"
oops i have to insert the F-word..may b ill just put it here..i don't give a FUCK to wat u thnk of me.